[Oneshot] Teardrops On My Guitar (one-sided Ohmiya)

Title: Teardrops On My Guitar
Author: nana_chan
Rating: G
Member/Pairing: One-sided Ohmiya, as told by Nino
Genre: Angst
Important Note: one shot will feature parts from the song, "Teardrops on my Guitar" by Taylor Swift but I have edited just a few words to let it fit with the fic. Blue text are basically the words Nino is singing. And Italics are flashbacks.
Oh and just in case you don't get it, this is all Nino POV




"Captain! Are you coming drinking with us?" Aiba asked as we all began to pack up after the recording session. I stiffened and immediately felt Jun, Sho and Ohno looking at me during the momentary silence.

"Sorry, Aiba-chan, I can't. I'm going out with Mariko tonight." He said as he gave an apologetic smile, directed more to me than anyone else in the room. His eyes, his whole body seemed to be conveying some sort of wordless apology to me, and I hated that. I hated how everytime he mentioned he would be going out with her, he'd look at me like that.

It hurt when he flat out told me that he could never love a man, and it hurt even more when he announced he had a girlfriend...the day after I told him how I felt. That was a major slap in the face if anything. Picking up some girl he met while at the bar, then saying she was his girlfriend the next day. At first I thought that he was rushing into things because he wanted to prove that he was straight. But that was 3 months ago, and much to my dismay, they were still happy together.

"Oh okay... say hi to Mari-chan for me then!" Aiba said as Ohno left the room, waving goodbye. Aiba finally turned his attention to me after noticing my frozen stance and Sho and Jun's silence. "Eh? Nino? Daijoubu?" He asked as he bounded over to me, that happy baka. I didn't...no I couldn't answer. I was okay, but at the same time I wasn't. I couldn't bring myself to form words as the tears threatened to fall from my eyes.

"Uh, Aiba why don't we go down and wait in the car?" Sho said as he came to my rescue. "Huh? Why? I want to wait up here with everyone." Aiba pouted, "And I want to know why Nino looks so sad." he added, staring at me with concerned eyes.

Sho came up and pulled Aiba away from me and whispered, "Try and read the atmosphere once in awhile." and he looked at Jun who shook his head at him before dragging a complaining Aiba out of the studio doors. I knew Sho had taken Aiba away to leave me alone and I also knew that Jun chose to stay behind to talk to me. I didn't feel like having this conversation... not now anyway.

"Jun, I really don't want to talk about this right now." I croaked as I brought myself to speak, blinking back the tears. "Nino..." Jun started, knowing full well that I would spill at any moment.

"Why? Why does he have to look at me like that whenever he mentions Hirose-san?" I asked as I let the tears fall. Jun watched me, he knew that I needed to vent, he knew how I felt about Ohno and he knew that he didn't have to actually speak. "I already know he won't feel that way for me. I get it, but does he really have to make me feel this way whenever he mentions her? He could just say, 'Oh, I can't. I'm going out with her tonight' and not stare at me through pitiful eyes. I hate that look. I hate it!"

I continued to rant and cry for a little over 15 minutes, and when Jun was sure I was done, he hugged me and said that things will get better with time, and I would find someone else. I disagreed then he asked if I was coming with Sho and Aiba and himself, but I said I was going to go home later. I had to work on something.

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He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

"Nino-kun, don't you want to meet her?" Sho asked me a few weeks after Ohno and Mariko started dating. So far, I was the only one that hadn't met her and I didn't want to. I didn't want to see the face of the person who held Ohno's heart in the palm of her hands.

I strummed the guitar inside the recording studio as the memories flooded back to me with the words I was singing. I didn't hate Hirose-san, I had no right to, but part of me did. That's why I couldn't face her.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

The tears flowed freely, dropping against the wood of my instrument with silent splashes.

He walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

Aiba, Sho and Jun were out with Oh-chan and Hirose-san again and I was home alone again, laying awake in bed. The picture on my bed side table staring at me through the darkness. It was a picture of me and Oh-chan together, just the two of us. His arms wrapped around me and mine around him. I wondered when I first realized I loved him and I also wondered when I would stop feeling this way. Especially when he wasn't mine to love.

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

I was driving home now... praying that maybe tonight I would be able to put my mind at peace. I didn't even bother to change as I climbed into bed and turned off the light. My hand lingered over the picture frame and I stared at it sadly before putting it face down. I lay myself down and hummed the last part of the song before I closed my eyes.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

I really like how you put the flashbacks and his thoughts to match the song. It's such a cute and sad story. Poor nino~

this is so fanservice. wahahahaha cute.

Poor Nino...

this so so so sadddd :'(

i love it nana ::<: